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December 26, 2019 |
I remember the first time I met Ellie; it was in 2012 and she had to have been only 6 weeks old. She was dropped off at someone’s house and was so rough looking. She was absolutely covered in fleas, fur all ragged, and she just looked so sad and miserable. I took this sweet little thing in and gave her so much love. I’ve never had any kids and she became the closest thing. She was my absolute everything. Ellie had so much sass that her happy face looked like her angry face. She hardly ever left my side and would sleep on my chest every single night. In 2019 her kidneys started to fail, I was an absolute wreck. She went from having so much life to being lethargic and having many accidents. I never left her side for the next two weeks; she would have good days but she always had bad days. I fed her as much as she could eat and gave her water constantly. I tried my hardest to make her last days comfortable and so full of love. On December 26th at 10:47 am she passed away in my arms and I swear everything just stopped. My heart shattered and I couldn’t stop crying. My baby, my daughter, my little princess is no longer here. I miss her so so so much and December 26th is not an easy day for me. I so badly wish she was her, but I’m so happy she isn’t hurting…I love you more than anything Ellie Belly, there is never a day that goes by where I don’t think of you. |