Roxy the Rockstar Livingston

My dearest Roxy.. my ninney, neenz, bunners, the most beautiful girl in the whole wide world.. your little body fought so much harder and longer than the doctors had expected.. you knew so well how much mommy needed you. Thank you. Thank you, best friend, love of my life, my true souldog. I’m so honored to have been loved by you, every moment of everyday for almost 2 years. I’m so sorry I couldn’t save you. I would have done anything. ANYTHING. But, you put in way more than enough. I’m just glad I was the one to show you how much you deserve to be loved. And you are still loved so very much. It was the least I could do, for whether you know this or not.. you are the reason I am alive and thriving, the reason I am finally happy. I just wish you were still here to share it with me.

I miss your attitude, you unpredictable little shit. That cute snore you had when I’d exhausted you and kept you awake when all you wanted was sleep. I miss you hating our car rides but would tag along anyway. I wish I could have given you so many more pup cups, you sure did love them. I miss my girl. I miss my best friend. I miss the half of my heart that went with you early that morning.
Thank you, Roxy. Thank you for showing mommy exactly what loyalty and love really means. I hope you will never forget how loved you were and will be for the rest of eternity. I can only hope when the day comes you will be just as happy to see me as I will be to see you. And then, we will never have to say goodbye again. Until then I will cherish you and the unconditional love you showed me, without any hesitation.
The day we met, I almost changed my mind because I was so heartbroken when sissy PP passed away, loving another bulldog seemed impossible. But I didn’t. I got you in the car, and away we drove. I never looked back for one second. That very day ( it was quite the crazy day, for us, hope you remember!) my whole life changed. You are forever my soulmate, roxanna banana. Thank you. Love, your momma

PS .. tell Sophia I love her and miss her. I will be with both my girls again one day.❤️