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April 7, 2005 - February 14, 2022 |
You were and will always be “the best girl”. Did you meet with mom and dad again? Did you see aunt Amanda, Uncle Marven or grandmom Audrey? Going on 17 years old and nothing or noone could take her down. They call it the “rainbow bridge”. Holding her in my arms and petting her until the end, along side of my sister; her third mom Elaine Stewart. She must’ve had a ball running across that bridge. To see you jump around on just two legs dancing, flying like the speed of light right into the oven as you were running around the house or even a nip to the nose.. I would’ve done anything to see again. To hear your bark, growl and the loud howling at the sound of my clarinet. You always loved to rip open a new toy as soon as you were given a new one. You loved to rip up your beds, dig holes, play bite and give a million kisses. Your cuddles were top notch and your attitude just as great. Such personality filled with so much intelligence and pure spunk. I’ll never forget your growls during a moment of play nor when you were eating food. You always knew when somebody was sad. I know because you were right beside me even as you were becoming older. You were so aware of your surrounding humans that cared for you just as much as your loyalty lay to them. Who am I kidding, not a human on earth could care as much as you about those you bonded with. My selfless baby. My girl, you were filled with so much love. You knew what distracted us from you and would literally push an item out of our hands or just turn the other way as I tried to take a simple picture. I’ll never forget sitting along side of mom and dad each morning searching for the perfect pup in the News Paper. A pappipoo in Ventnor. If I recall correctly there were three left. You were the girl. One that came from a papillon and poodle. Both were smart, loyal, cuddly and beautiful. We met in the Pathmark parking lot aside from the riverbank. If you can hear me I hope that you know how much I love you. How much I miss your better days and I’ll even miss your lame days. You were a true companion and my bestfriend. I’ll always wish that I could’ve done more. You deserved so much and I only hope that you lived your best life. I remember running after you and getting into trouble for leaving the yard. But to make sure you were safe is the only place my mind went. The moments I’d wake up at 6-7am to make sure I walked you each morning prior to school. Sometimes dad did it and I remember seeing both of you out of my bedroom window. Elaine Jennifer Stewart walking you and being the first to spoil you with a full course meal straight from the oven. I remember you jumping from high places and sticking your landing almost every time. The one time you hurt your leg pretty badly. You probably shouldn’t have been on the table small pup. Nor should children have played so roughly. I felt scared when you had your second surgery due to an abscess, than feeling relieved once you perked up. I assume you liked when we put bows on your beautiful elephant ears that would instantly point up or when you had to wear silly holiday outfits. Did you really enjoy those Canine Carry Out treats rather than BEGGIN? You were so picky and I couldn’t believe what you’d rather have but we made sure you enjoyed each meal. I know you enjoyed your all natural meals. Going for walks or taking a run to the park, running around and chasing other animals. You always loved to keep moving or how our loved one always said “she be shmoovin”. Did you think of the moments when dad would say “lick your chops” or call you a black bird simply because of your cute little button nose. Did you remember when dad use to knock on the table just to get you all riled up? You never did like baths much it seemed. You instantly tried to jump out since you were just a pup. But boy did you love walking and jumping in the snow. You’d come back in with clumped up ball like snowballs on your belly and immediately needed a hot bath. You were like a bunny hopping through 4ft of snow. Gosh you were the cutest puppy and dog. So soft and sweet. When we first laid eyes on you, it was as if we were looking at perfection. You were our baby and I fell simply in love with you. Although it was for a short time, you made mom smile so much. Even when you had an accident on her when you were a pup, she didn’t scold you once. You laid by her foot as she ate and followed her around like a duckling. I am sorry for the things thay changed when mom had grown ill. You made everyone who came into contact with you feel loved. You made them smile, laugh and get adventurous. Even when you nipped a few of my closest friend’s noses. The pictures I have of them are hilarious. |